Kel ([info]thehamstersdead) wrote,
@ 2008-02-21 05:59:00
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Current mood: tired

Quick Update
Mood: Good

I have been feeling great-good for about the past week and a half and it has been a FANTASTIC experience. I havn't felt this way in so long.... I almost forgot who she was. I put it down in a final tweak in my medication. I'm off a mood stabiliser and taking double to triple my original prozac intake. I can see again, smell again, hear again... a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Techniqually I either have bipolar 2, depression with bipolar tendencies or major depressive disorder - depending on the doctor you talk to. But at the moment I feel free, I no longer have to worry about all that for now.

I have also found a release in spending money. I have so many DVD's still in plastic and books unread as well as heaps of glory box items! (so many I had to buy storage boxes for them!) I'm trying to save more at the moment, so we'll see how that goes.

I got my hair coloured. Dark chocolate browny red with hidden copper foils throughout. I like it. My hair feels so silky.

I had a dream last night that a child at work was upset and hurt and needed a bandaid. So I got up to get him one... literally! I got out of bed! And then I woke up when I got to the kitchen and was like WHAT THE! WHY AM I IN THE KITCHEN! Creeeepppppyyyyyyyyy.




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[info]panich
2008-02-20 11:42 pm UTC (link)
That's disturbing. I would be so freaked out if I found myself out of bed when I woke up. :/

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[info]panich
2008-02-20 11:43 pm UTC (link)
Forgot to add that it's good to hear that you're feeling better, also.

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[info]waterphaerie
2008-02-26 01:09 am UTC (link)
So glad to hear you're feeling better kel.

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